Wednesday 27 May 2009

Definitely in a self-loathing kinda mood!

Just spoken to my daughter. I just feel that I ahve lost her. We talk and there appears to be a connection but I'm not sure. maybe I'm so afriad of losing her I'm putting up barriers but it hurts, it hurts so very, very much.

I know I should kick myself and get over it and all that nuttiness but right now I just feel like really taking a razor and going nuts with my veins. Times like this I feel like dying.

1 comment:

  1. I could never begin to understand how you must feel. I just hope that there are more positive things that will keep you from getting that razor! I do know THAT kind of thoughts, though am still happy I never got around to really doing so...

    I put your blog in my bloglist :D Feel free to add me as well, if you feel like it.

    Hope you feel better today...

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